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There's no such thing as "one and only chance"; life always gives you another chance...
but how long before another chance comes along?

- The Winner Stands Alone (Paulo Coelho)

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Sunday, October 10, 2010

Taking no Heed Paid off

LoL. I just wanted to say that ignoring him/ paying no attention/ treating him unlike before/ being cold to him paid off! It's not that I should be celebrating or something. At least now, I don't have to worry about hurting him when worse comes to worst. Maybe I have hurt him in the past by being like that pero at least now, he won't be paying any attention to me anymore. At baka maging close na kami ulit. Eh kasi, naman nalaman ko na meron na syang ibang gusto. Sabi ng nya, hindi ligaw; porma. LoL ang hirap tumawa mag-isa. Sige, I'll write from the start...

The other day, I was very excited matapos ang shift ko, kasi I'll be going to National Bookstore to buy Torment by Lauren Kate. As in super excited ako na umuwi. And when our shift ended, I was very happy and excited. Dapat nga hindi na ko sasama kumain para makaalis na ako agad. Kaso lang halos lahat sila kakain at nagugutom na rin naman ako, kaya sumama na ako. Sabi nila, hindi daw sila magtatagal kasi may pupuntahan sila kaya go na rin ako. Medyo nag-tagal pa nga kami, kasi may isa pang humabol. Pero ok lang I can still make daan to SM. Tapos nung medyo malapit na kami umuwi, one of my good friends (yung lalaki) texted me. He said kelangan nya ng kausap. I thought baka toxic sila at naiinis na sya dahil hindi sya tinutulungan ng partner nya. So I replied. Kaso hindi ko kinaya yung sunod nyang text. 

 
For the heck of it, I'm going to use code names - Eric and Ariel. Wala lang. Yan kasi code namin sa kanila ng isang kong friend (yung babae) para makapag-kwentuhan kami ng maayos pag duty. He said that Eric was trying to make ligaw to Ariel! As in yung reaction ko, super gulat na gusto ko tumawa. Para akong baliw. Natatawa ako mag-isa while reading his texts. Napansin pa nga ng katabi ko. Ayun, sunod-sunod na text at reply ang nangyari. Hanggang sa hindi na ko nakatiis, nakalimutan kong dadaan ako ng NB para bumili ng Torment. Napatakbo ako pabalik sa taas.

Super natutuwa ako at kinikilig. Siguro kasama na rin yung relief na hindi ako ang pinili nya. Nalaman ko na they were always exchanging texts. Tapos sabi ni Eric kay Ariel kung gusto ba daw nya pumunta sa bahay nila next weekend. Ariel asked what they will do, he answered ipapakilala kita sa parents ko. I'll say you're someone special. Shet! Shet talaga! Hindi ko alam kung tatawa ba ako or ano. And he calls her baby. Tapos he said that he's going to wait for her. Grabe talaga. We asked Ariel and magulo ang mga sagot nya. Pero feeling ko she's falling or something. Pero magulo talaga ang sagot nya. Tapos naguilty ako when I heard na he was telling her sorry kasi nalaman namin yung about sa kanila. And he said na wag na lang kaming pansinin. Feeling ko tuloly baka medyo nahhurt na sila kasi pinag-kakatuwaan namin sila. Pero grabe. Tumatawa talaga ako mag-isa habang nagbabasa nung mga text.

Tapos medyo after ko syang kausapin about dun, change topic naman. I told her something about Kim Nam Gil na super crush nya. Tapos hindi pa ko tapos magkwento, out of the blue, she said uy wag naman kayong ganyan, mabait naman sya. Napatingin ako sa knya with a wtf face - teh, hindi naman yun ang pinag-uusapan natin. Kelangan talaga isingit? Grabe na talaga. Tapos she was doodling heart shapes. Grabe talaga. 

Naisip ko, siguro kung tulad pa rin kami ng dati, yung hindi ako lumayo, baka natuluyan sa kin yun. Kasi si Ariel, lagi kaming inaasar. Tapos I heard from her na kinakausap nga daw nya yun palagi. Super bubbly naman kasi si Ariel kaya ayun siguro na-fall. Tapos laging naka-GM si girl at siguro lagi nyang nirereplyan. 

Kaya lang naisip ko, panu kaya yun? Eh hindi naman pede ang mag-on. Kelangan lumabas ang isa. Matutuloy kaya yun?

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