The ending of Beautiful Dead was really heartbreaking. I was just able to finish it a while ago and until now, I feel like crying for them. Actually, I was crying while reading the last chapter and the epilogue. I could not hold back my tears while Phoenix and Darina were walking until he let go of Darina's hand. After reading the book, it felt like it would take a while for me to feel happy again. I really, really feel sad for them. Their love seems so true but then they would not be able to spend their lives together anymore because of Phoenix's death. Waaahhh. I still feel sad.
The more you want something, the more certain you are to lose it.
It doesn't stop you wanting it anyway.
Anyway, isn't it that I had a few comments about the series, like the everyone-wants-her issue and the time-travelling-thing? Well, I don't care about them anymore. My sadness for the two of them was so overwhelming that I have forgotten about those issues. Actually, they still time-traveled but as I've said, I don't care about it anymore. Anyway, finding Phoenix's killer actually came hard and dangerous.
I was just confused about something. Isn't it that in Summer, Darina and Hunter were able to pin down Ezra while they were back in time? But in Phoenix, Darina was able to put her hand on the living Phoenix's arm but he did not feel it. And also, he was able to walk right through her. Any tricks Hunter?
Speaking of Hunter, I knew it! Darina is related to Marie. She was actually their great, great granddaughter. At first I thought she could be her reincarnation or something because they said that she somehow resembles her. But when I learned that Marie had a daughter, it also came to my mind that it would also be possible that she is a descendant or something. Hunter's second death was sad but I think he felt happy.
Sometimes the truth hurts, but without it, we can't move on.
Anyway, next issue - everyone-wants-her thing. Actually, that topic was not touched in the last book. My suspicion with Lucas and Brandon was not true. Lucas dated another girl and Brandon was just really taking care of her, out of guilt I guess. Actually the out-of-guilt part was just my idea. It wasn't really stated in the book but that was how I felt it. The finding of Phoenix's killer was also very heartbreaking. I knew it that Brandon knows something but I did not expect that he was the one. Anyway, it was an accident. I also feel sad for him because out of all of them, he is the one who is suffering the most.
Who needs a picture on show when you have memories
like mine to bear you up and carry you through life?
I sooo love it despite the ending being super sad. Until now, when I reread the last chapter and the epilogue, I still cry. It was so sweet and sad especially the last lines...
Any time, any place? I ask, gazing out across the glittering lake.
A breeze disturbs its silver surface. In a heartbeat, Phoenix promises.
Waahhhh... Super ♥ ♥ ♥. I want to cry again.
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