Wala lang. Haha... Last night kasi I had a dream wherein parang I was able to let out some of my feelings to a certain people. It's not that I'm mad or angry at them. I'm just somewhat annoyed at the two of them. They are the two sisters who live in our house. They're like helpers and my parents are paying for the younger sibling's school. Minsan kasi naaasar ako sa kanila. Minsan parang walang pakialam. Tapos kala mo kung sinong mabait yung bata pero nilalaglag naman yung ate nya. Tapos ang tigas ng ulo. Pag napagalitan nagsusumbong sa nanay nya. Pag may nagawang kasalanan, hindi umiimik. Kala mo wala syang nagawang mali. Frustrations lang siguro. Pag gising ko kasi as in I could really remember about it. In my dream, I was like telling them how they annoy me, na ang kakapal ng face nila etc. ,etc. I could somehow remember how angry I was in my dream to the point na I want to laugh after maalala ko sya nung magising ako. Ang kulit kasi. Super galit talaga ako na I needed a friend in my dream para mailabas pa yung galit ko. Haha...
Speaking of dreams, can I just talk about the dreams that I could remember? Meron kasing ilan na super hindi ko alam kung bakit ko ba napapanaginipan. Like nung birthday ko, I dreamed about the guy who gave me flowers during my 19th birthday. I dreamed na we were watching a movie and tabi kami. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko sya napanaginipan nanaman. Actually I already had a few dreams about him when I was still in college. Wag ka, they're all sweet and nakakakilig. And at that time, I wish they were all true. Merong nakatambay lang kami sa rooftop daw ng building namin (samantalang wala namang rooftop yung building. LOL.). Meron ding nakaupo kami inside a building tapos super close daw kami. And then we went back to the classroom together holding hands. Meron ding umalis daw sya tapos pag-balik nya may pasalubong syang KitKat for me. Meron pang iba pero yan lang yung mga naaalala ko pa until now.
Tapos meron din about the other guy. Yung recent ko. Hehe... Merong nakaupo kami sa damuhan in front of a creek? Tapos we are so close din and then he hugged me. Yun talaga as in super parang totoo. Haha... Meron pa ata pero yun lang naalala ko ngayon. Grabe talaga frustrations ko. I'm so pathetic. Anyway, I've moved nanaman from them. Ang wish ko lang ngayon eh sana makahanap na ulit ako ng iba. Para masaya na ulit ang buhay. LoL.
Speaking of makahanap, I'm watching Personal Preference. Yung kay Lee Min Ho and Son Ye Jin. Ang gwapo ni Lee Min Ho. Ang manly-manly nya tingnan. Haha... Crush ko na din sya. Pero Joo Ji Hoon is still on top. I'm not sure pa kung sino top 2 ko - JGS or LMH. Pero kasi loyalista ako kaya baka JGS pa rin.
I bought some books again. I know dapat hindi pa ngayon, kaso lang sale kasi kaya di ko napigilan. Beautiful Dead series by Eden Maguire. I already bought the 3 books pero isa pa lang natatapos ko kasi nga kakatapos pa lang ng night ko ang I'm still watching House at dumagdag pa sila LMH. Next time ko na lang ibblog pag tapos ko na hanggang 4th book. Malapit na rin kasi i-release yung last.
Yun lang muna. Ang kulit nung quote no? Kakaloka kasi minsan yung mga panaginip ko. Kala ko totoo. LOL.
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