Yup it's my 23rd birthday!Although I'm not sure if I should be happy because... I'm getting older! LOL. It was a so-so birthday. Almost everybody I care about have greeted me - family, co-staff, HS and college friends... I'm also glad that the retreat master did not make a big fuss about my birthday. Luckily they did not make me share in front of everyone, lead the prayer or be a mass reader (actually the latter two would be fine, but you know I still want to avoid them.~wink). They just sang and greeted me. I'm also quite glad and I feel nice because I was able to have a confession and attend the mass. But actually, I was waiting for someone to greet me. Although I know he wouldn't do something what I was dreaming he would. I was just waiting for him to at least greet me. Well, he greeted me in facebook and added two words which somehow should make me really happy. He said "miss you..." I know it doesn't really mean something special. He just misses our time together in the unit. I also miss him. If I haven't moved on already, this would hurt me. Because I know he just misses me as a friend while I was expecting more. LOL. Anyway, he made me feel better somehow by saying that.
Anyway, I miss my batchmates/unit friends. I wanted to celebrate with them but I was so sleepy and I wanted to rest. I hope we can have some time soon together. Nope not birthday blues. I just miss them. I've been actually missing them ever since I had my PM and Night shifts. And also the other one. I miss him. I haven't seen him for like... 2 weeks? Ok, enough before I could write something more which would sound pathetic. LOL.
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