You never really stop loving someone. You just learn to try to live without them.

Weh... Di nga? So I still feel something?  So I'm just really trying to move on and live without him? Kasi parang wala eh. Or, baka naman it wasn't love? Maybe I was just confused with all the attention? Because I really feel empty right now. Like there was nothing. Nothing from the very beginning. Sometimes I find myself thinking about him...missing him. Pero pag andyan na sya, parang wala lang. Parang he is just another ordinary close friend. So maybe confused lang talaga ako? Akala ko there was something for me. Pero ang totoo, naghahanap lang talaga siguro ako. Ewan... O baka naman meron, I'm just really trying to live without him right now? And it feels like I'm succeeding. Ang gulo.  Labo. Kakaasar. Siguro I have to wait until we're on the same shift again. 

Anyway, same pa rin for the other guy. Ilang pa rin ako. Pero medyo humuhupa na ang mga fans. Medyo lang. And then sya naman, parang ganun pa rin. Pero cannot talaga ako. Di ko pa kaya yung tulad ng dati. Ang arti-arti ko talaga. haha...