Just in time

I'm proud of myself! I was in time. My detachment slash moving on was a success... or so I think. I've stopped being feelingera slash expecting... How? I've just confirmed somehow that he is dating a girl.... and *clap! *clap! I  wasn't bitter. There was nothing. No hurt slash disappointment slash  heart-ache. I was actually surprised while hearing about it. Because I was expecting that I would feel bitter or something. But there wasn't! Really! Unlike with the previous guy, there was really bitterness... because I was too late. I moved on too late. But this time, I wasn't too late. That's why I love myself. It means that I've already learned my lesson. 

It's just that there's a downside. It means, whatever happens, I could not fall again. Anyway I'm not trying to fall again. Oh well... I need to look for another one. Hahaha...

I think I drank too much coffee. I'm still not sleepy.