But... should I be happy about it? A while ago, during our shift, he hugged me playfully... we fooled around and stuff. But there was nothing. I felt nothing. Like it was totally gone. Actually I feel ambivalent about it. I'm quite relieved since it won't hurt anymore. But somehow I'm sad because I couldn't feel it anymore. I think it's really gone... It was sooner than I thought and to think that somehow we see each other most of the time. Actually, I find it boring.... aargghh. I'm so confused. I've been hoping for this to happen. And now that it's already happening, I'm not sure if this is what I've really wanted.
Whatever. My head is hurting already. I should be sleeping.
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